running into the common problem of having nobody to help me in the way *I* need- *NOT* just what's convenient for others.

i got some more things done today. i called my community health worker and asked her if she knew who i could call to have them help me with my virtual interview. she told me to call my job coach.. i'm pretty sure my job coach is on vacation and she said someone would call me when she's on vacation to check in to see if i need help with anything and i'm pretty sure i don't remember anyone calling me. so i just did the virtual interview MYSELF the best i could and sent it in. i did everything they said in the directions- so hopefully it went through. they texted me saying my patience is appreciated while they review the results. they didn't say how they would contact me or even that they'd contact me with the results but i assume i'll find out somehow. i also have been thinking about how my next two interviews on wednesday are scheduled so close together and i hope that lyft won't fuck things up again. knowing my luck- they will. so i don't even know if i can count on attending any of my next interviews on wednesday. the good thing is- at least my therapist called me and scheduled a meeting with me in about an hour- so i can tell her about this and hopefully get some good advice on what to do about this problem. seeing as everyone just assumes i'm good relying on lyft for transportation when they can't even bring me to the appropriate destinations at the most critical times but just as long as i'm safe! i should be happy i get transportation even though it ruins a lot of opportunities for me! right amanda?! i belong at courage kenny where they do shit for their own convenience and don't even REALLY help me in the ways i need!.. story of my fuckin life. i'm stupid for expecting to actually be successful and satisfied with my life.. I DO HAVE A TRAUMATIC BRAIN INJURY!.. right amanda? NOTHING THAT INCONVENIENCES YOU AND DON'T BENEFIT YOU!